and my ears will listen

[truthwright]

Time goes by. Shura's mother lets her cut a cloudpine branch, and she and Helen go flying together.

Helen celebrates her eighth birthday by baking all her favourite people a cake again. And then she goes away with Kas, to Iceland and Russia and back by way of Alaska.

When they fly in, Kas on Petaal's cloudpine and Helen on her own, Helen is wearing blue jeans and a pink T-shirt.

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[subastra]

"Sure."

[carillons]

They go flying.

[subastra]

When Inkeri is twelve, almost thirteen, she settles too. Her Veravia is a barred owl. She makes the separation on her first try, and Veravia is not nearly as resentful as Nicoa was, although he's away - whether on errands or because he wants the space isn't clear. Inkeri is always perfectly happy to see him when he comes back to her.

"You're next, I guess," Nicoa tells Kalavar when this happens.

[carillons]

"Guess so," says Kalavar. "Unless I just - don't."

She shifts to a condor again. She is condors a lot, especially for long flights, but the rest of the time too.

[subastra]

"If you don't settle I wonder if you have to separate anyway?" wonders Shura.

[carillons]

"I don't know," says Helen. "I don't think it's happened before."

[subastra]

"I wonder how come you're last. You'd think Inkeri, since she's younger than us."

[carillons]

"I dunno," says Helen. She sighs. "Maybe we really won't."

Kalavar says to Nicoa, "What does it feel like?"

[subastra]

"Like - glue setting," says Nicoa. "I was fewer and fewer things, and then I was this thing."

[carillons]

"Weird," says Kalavar. "I can't imagine."

[subastra]

"It might be different for different people."

[carillons]

"Yeah, maybe," says Helen.

"I wonder why Petaal never settled," muses Kalavar. "I mean, because she's peculiar, but - why?"

[subastra]

"We don't know," says Shura.

"Maybe she isn't any things. Or she's kind of like in that book where there are aliens whose daemons settle but only to a color, not a shape. Except she's all kinds of colors," Nicoa says.

[carillons]

"Maybe she's all the things," says Helen. "Sometimes she's really strange things. She was a human with big fluffy bird wings once."

"They were soft," says Kalavar.

[subastra]

"I've never heard of that," laughs Nicoa.

[carillons]

"It's peculiar," says Helen, giggling.

[subastra]

"He's super, super peculiar. He should be in superhero movies. Super-Peculiar!"

[carillons]

Helen cracks up.

[subastra]

"Actually having an unsettled daemon and being a grownup would be a pretty good superpower," muses Shura.

[carillons]

"It is! It's useful," says Helen. "Petaal can do all kinds of stuff."

[subastra]

"Maybe one day I will draw comic books and they can be Super-Peculiar and fight crime."

[carillons]

Helen giggles.

"That would be silly!"

[subastra]

"It would! But it'd be based on a true story, or at least a real person, like all the ones where the Shade-Dreamer does stuff."

[carillons]

Helen snorts. "Yeah."

[subastra]

"If we'd been born earlier we would've gotten to meet her. She was in our clan."