and my ears will listen

[truthwright]

Time goes by. Shura's mother lets her cut a cloudpine branch, and she and Helen go flying together.

Helen celebrates her eighth birthday by baking all her favourite people a cake again. And then she goes away with Kas, to Iceland and Russia and back by way of Alaska.

When they fly in, Kas on Petaal's cloudpine and Helen on her own, Helen is wearing blue jeans and a pink T-shirt.

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[carillons]

"Me neither," says Kalavar. "But if I'm not then I'm not, and that's just how we are. We won't know until I settle. If I do."

[alicornucopia]

"Are you really a witch," Shura asks slowly, "or just - a kind of peculiar that can do some witch things?"

[carillons]

"I don't know!" exclaims Helen. "I think I'm a witch. I can do all the witch things I've tried, so far."

[alicornucopia]

"Well," says Shura, "you do more witch things than Petaal. But not as many as the rest of us."

[carillons]

"Is 'wearing silks all the time' the kind of witch thing you mean? I don't think that's the kind of witch thing I mean. I mean the kind of stuff that mortals really can't do. I can do all that."

[alicornucopia]

"It's a witch thing. I guess maybe it's not the same kind," says Shura dubiously.

[carillons]

"I can do the kinds of witch things that are about being a witch," says Helen, "but I don't always decide to do all the witch things that are about witches deciding to do stuff some particular way. Because - if I just feel like doing something some way, and it's not hurting anybody just by me doing that, then that's important. Even if I don't have a really good reason, or if people think I'm weird, it's important that I want to do the thing."

[alicornucopia]

Shura mulls this over.

"I think," she says after a while, "you are probably pretty lucky that you have your dad and not somebody else's if that's how you are going to be."

[truthwright]

(Kas grins.)

[carillons]

"I am!" says Helen. "I love my spinach."

She smiles at him.

[alicornucopia]

"Okay, well," says Shura, "if I don't have to understand or think it isn't weird, I guess that's okay then."

[carillons]

"Okay," says Helen. "So do you want to go flying?"

[alicornucopia]

"Okay."

Shura hops on her cloudpine; Nicoa hangs from it as a little white cottonball of a bat.

[carillons]

Helen lifts off higher, and Kalavar takes off as a dragon and then keeps pace with her as a condor.

Whee.

[alicornucopia]

Ranata is at the clan lands a few hours later. She finds Kas before she runs across Helen, and lands near him.

"Helen all better?"

[truthwright]

"Yeah. She talked it out with Shura and they went out flying."

[alicornucopia]

Ranata smiles.

And then she says, "So. Sue."

[truthwright]

"Yeah. Sue," says Kas. He sighs.

[Where do you want me to start?]

[alicornucopia]

[I don't know! I don't know enough to know what the places you could start might be.]

[truthwright]

[All right,] he says, [well - Sue. Sue is me from another world. I don't mean another world like the kind you already know about; I mean that every world you've ever heard of is all part of one collection called Alethia, and there are more whole collections out there. Sue's is called Peace and there's only one world in it. Me and Isabella found a way to get to different collections - we just call them 'worlds', we didn't realize worlds could have more worlds in them until we'd already been calling them that for a while, I know it's confusing. And in different world-collections, there can be different versions of the same people.]

[alicornucopia]

[...How did he get here?]

[truthwright]

[Sue can just do that.]

[alicornucopia]

[What does this have to do with Isabella having gone missing?]

[truthwright]

[She went to another world. One none of us had been to yet - there's a lot more of us than just me and Isabella and Sue and Aegis, I think there was thirteen of Isabella or something and a dozen or so of me, and one more of Isabella found us and our Isabella was one of the ones who went to her world to say hi. And... there was this way we had of keeping in touch in between worlds, keeping time moving the same way in all of them, and it breaks sometimes if something happens to Aegis, and Aegis was one of the other people who went, and it broke while they were both there. Without that, time passes all differently in different worlds; that's why it took two minutes for Sue and sixty years for us. So Isabella is in some other world, I don't know where or what's happening with her or even how long it's been for her - but she's extra super immortal, like me, that's one of the things we found in another world, so I know no matter what happens she's gonna be back someday.]

[alicornucopia]

[Why did you never tell me about this before?]